my sadness is not enough

 

 

兼容的盒子计划第六十七期 bazaar compatible program #67
31°12.246'N 121°25.010'E
我的悲伤还不够 my sadness is not enough
罗兰－罗特的影像 video by Roland Lauth
2014/03/11 - 2014/03/23
安顺路98号 小商品市场内26号铺 Shanghai, 98 Anshun Road, stall 26

I feel sad but how would you know ?
Nobody will understand how deep my feelings are, my melancholia is not enough. For you to know, I need to pimp my sadness...
Why are we strangers when our love is strong ?
How do you give me so much pleasure and cause me so much pain ?
I want you to stay.
But love is mean and love hurts.
I really feel that I'm losing my best friends.
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow.
Nobody loves no one.
Those words are not mine but they feel deeper and more sincere than mine, stronger, sadder. In a world without words, without sound, without images, you would know how sad I feel. But the reality is that you and I, we live in an educated world where we constantly eat up datas. When we see or feel something we first think of some other thing that looks like it. Remember when we saw Pudong, we talked about science fiction...
I know my sadness is not enough, I hope those sad, sad songs added to my tears will be...

Roland Lauth
Shanghai, March 8, 2014